After my recent post blasting the importance and significance of New Year’s, I have yet another confession: this year actually does feel different. (But, in my defense, historically this is never something that has happened. Not ONCE! Typically the only thing that feels different is getting my hand used to writing the new date.)
I am certain, of course, that the reason 2012 feels different than 2011 has more to do with changes I began putting in place at the end of the year than the fact that with the turn of the calendar year things magically fell into a better place. But I have to admit, life is a little rosier, and it isn’t just due to the bright red polish on my fingertips (although I’d be lying if I said that didn’t help!)
I finally signed up for French classes, something that has been on my to-do list for years and has often been the subject of my Google searches during an afternoon lull. I feel happier and more fulfilled in many of my relationships – with family, friends and most importantly, myself. I am engaging in more positive self-talk (something I can truly not stress the importance of enough) than I have in a while, and just that alone helps me feel brighter. I’ve already read one book and have started another. My mind is constantly firing a million rounds a minute coming up with new things to try in the kitchen, new activities to engage in and new ways to enjoy the people & things in my life that mean the most to me.
I truly do feel revitalized. Refreshed. Clean. Newly rejuvenated. Ready to take on my life in ways I didn’t previously feel capable of.
My attitude is of great comfort to me – it is proof that despite the world around you and how it may be changing, we truly are rooted in ourselves and as long as that is planted firmly in the ground, we are capable of anything. We will be ok. Defeat almost always begins with unkind words to oneself, but if you garner the ability to filter those negative thoughts you will be blown away by how much more you are able to accept, attempt and create, even if the world around you is shaky.
Be an oasis in your life and for those that you love. Be a fresh drink of water and a shady tree after a long journey in the desert. And know that to be these things, sometimes it only takes a hug. There is no such thing as “too small” when it comes to a gesture of love, friendship, kindness or thankfulness.
Love those around you and love yourself. And more importantly, TELL THEM, every chance you get.
♥mb.
